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I’ve added a nice archive page to the site. That should help finding things a bit more easy. It also amazes me how much I have written this year.
In more personal news, I had a good talk with my counsellor today about the whole situation concerning my biological mum and I am glad to say… »
I can’t believe what happened…
A lot of things have happened this week.
Most important probably is the news I got that there has been no reaction to the official letters my biological mother has received over the past three months.
In practice this means that the search is now over and there will be no more attempts from the agency to… »
Seek And You Shall Find
Wow, talk about a momentous day…
Today I had a session at the adoption agency prior to them sending off a letter to my biological mother to see if she is willing to get in contact with me.
If you are anything at the people around me (or maybe you are them), I am sure you are… »
Hate and Buddhism
One of the things that I’ve noticed is that people are feeling more and more awkward when you tell them you are seriously committed to something.
Religion or spirituality is more and more considered a fashion choice and less as a way to live your life.
I think this to do with a fear of becoming fanatical,… »
An Enemy Returns…
I’m in a bad way at them moment.
It’s kind of hard to write this down, but it will be better to get it off my chest.
The one thing that I really want at the moment is to get drunk…
I can rationalise it all I want. It is the weather. It is my frustration at other… »
Good Advice
After writing my post yesterday, I actually found a very helpful post by a Buddhist Agony Aunt from Bhutan. The question that was asked was the same as I was wresting with: “As a Buddhist, how can you deal with a coworker that you find difficult to get along with?”
I will quote it verbatim:
“Let’s forget… »
Irritations at Work
I’m decidedly angry and frustrated at the moment.
I wondered how long it would take, but the problem of the “collegue you get into trouble with” has surfaced.
It’s not even that big of a deal, there is just one person at work that keeps hitting that nerve that you get all worked up about.
Now, let me… »
Just a Guy
I’ve been having a bad few days.
I’ve been irritated, angry, confused and frustrated with myself.
The problem is some old behaviour that I thought I’d lost has been resurfacing and I can’t seem to shake it.
The old problem is unconcious perfectionism.
Before I went into therapy I was what they call an overachiever. No matter what I… »
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